Jacob Adam Connell

2009 - 2009
LocationSheffield
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth09/02/2009
Date of Death09/02/2009
Visitors1,022 since 18/02/2009
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when i found out i was avin my baby i was the happist woman around i loved it so much even tho i
didnt ave a good pregnency in and out of hospital but u carried on fighting til u cant anymore, i
was 17wks nearly wen i found out u couldnt carry on even tho 2days before i saw u and u was fine, is
weirod wot can happen in a day, even tho i wish u was still her its only been 9days since u was
taken but i still feel the emptyness and pain, until i write to u again goodnite and god bless you
my little angel love u love mum


Its so hard to say goodbye to you
its the hardest thing i have ever had to do
I long for you to stay here with me
The tears fall so heavy i can barely see

I wish you only knew
How i wish i could be with you
I dont know how to let you go
Everything inside me is screaming no

I wish id held your tiny body in my arms - did you know?
I wish id held your tiny hand in mine - begging you not to go
I wish God had not taken you away from me
But I do hope your with him so you are happy

Free from pain, machines and all that is not fair
I hope your safe warm happy and journeyed those stairs
I wish you could be here instead of there
Please dont forget me while you are there.

Im Sorry.
Love Mummy
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love you dear mummy
And i know I'm not here today
But last night while i slept
Sweet angels flew me away

They gave me a beautiful garden
With wings to fly to you
Mummy don't cry i am here
And that's what angels do

I'm happy in my garden mummy
And i want you to smile for me
As now i can watch over you
Just like you watched over me

Send me some lovely flowers
And little gifts for me to play
Don't miss me mummy i love you
And i am here right now today.
Copyright© Sharon wheeler 2007

Antonia King August 13, 2009

Special Angel Day - by Sam & Gordon Winson
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.

Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.

Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.

Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.

There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.

If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.

We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.

Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.

Kerrie Rodgers (Mummy) July 19, 2009

PRECIOUS CHILD (Words by Karen Taylor-Good)

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And I know there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Antonia King May 20, 2009

A CHILDS VOICE.

Alone in the darkness
I heard your voice cry
Dont cry for me mummy
We all have to die

I am now in heaven
Its a beautiful place
Smile for me mummy
I dont like your sad face

I live in a castle
Where angels they care
They love me mummy
And they stroke my hair

They are not you mummy
But they take care of me
So dont cry mummy
Im happy you see

Theres a train in heaven
That takes me on rides
And theres lots of dens
Where my friends and me hide

Dont cry for me mummy
I dont like it when your sad
I love you mummy
And i also love my dad

I can see you each day
From the steps of my rainbow
And ive seen you mummy
As your tears flow

I have to go now mummy
As theres a party tonight
With big cream cakes
And pink fairy lights

I will be back tomorrow
To call you once more
Goodnight dear mummy
Remember what i told you before

And that voice in the wilderness
Soon faded away
And i look forward to tomorrow
To hear what my child as to say.
Copyright Sharon Wheeler

Antonia King April 26, 2009

for my mummy...

IF ONLY I had more time to grow,
I know my mommy would love me so!
IF ONLY my heart had time to beat,
It would be full of love for family I'd meet.
IF ONLY my legs had time to grow longer,
I know that soon they'd become stronger!
IF ONLY my eyes had time to see,
I could picture a bond between my mommy and me.
IF ONLY my lungs could be filled with air,
Then I would know you truly DO care.
IF ONLY time could be so vast,
So I could have memories of the breath I took last
(unknown author)

Rebecca Tedder March 27, 2009

So sorry for your loss. I lost my baby on 30th Jan this year at 13 weeks. I understand your pain, it's so hard. Stay strong and take care of yourself. Our babies are watching over us and playing happily together. Michelle xxxx

Michelle Golden March 24, 2009

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Gemma Roche March 24, 2009

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Sending you a great big hug x

Suzanne Baby Chloes-Mummy X (GTS Friend) March 23, 2009

happy mothers day

thinking of you tomorrow on mothers day xxx
Dandelions from Heaven
Mothers day is coming And I wanted to send you a sign
something you can tell others; "Is from an angel of mine
So I searched the heavens high and low for that perfect thing....
And low and behold I found it.... And a smile I hope it will bring.

So when you look to the heavens and see the yellow stars in the sky
Just think of me .... your angel... in the heavens way up high
And just imagine those stars; are dandelions up above.
Yes! Dandelions are also in heaven; which you know how much I love.

So on this mothers day and you awake and feel blue....
You will notice those yellow stars... are no longer in view.
So look to the meadows and the dandelions you see...
Are the ones I've tossed down this mothers day from me.

And when you find a dandelion that has turned from yellow to white;
Youre supposed to make a wish and then blow with all your might.
For you will be blowing kisses to me in heaven above....
And I will be catching them and blowing them back sent with all my love.

Please know that l am with you.... on this mothers day....
And also in the days ahead.... God and I will never stray.
We will be with you in the morning ....when you awake and see the sun....
We will be with you when you say your prayers when the day is done.

For God and I will never be very far from your side....
For I can now be everywhere.... and God will be your guide.
So.... remember when you see dandelions it is your guarantee
That I am always close to you.... for dandelions are free to roam ....now just like me.

I will always be with you mummy....
Happy Mothers Day....
Love your angel in heaven.

Kerrie Rodgers (Mummy) March 22, 2009

So very sorry for your loss from someone who cares xx

Fluffy clouds of pink and blue
Where fairytales and dreams come true
Where teddy bears put on shows
In the place where little babies go.

Where a choir of angels sing on high
A peaceful, soothing lullaby
And their feathers flutter down like snow
In the place where little babies go.

Where the sun is shining everyday
In a heavenly sky that’s never grey
Where love will bloom and always grow
In the place where little babies go.

Where bells will ring and hearts they soar
When a mum and dad walk through its door
Then only tears of joy will flow
In the place where little babies go.


Sending my love to you and your loved ones you have sadly left behind xxx

Tracey Maple March 20, 2009
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