Jacob Adam Connell

2009 - 2009
LocationSheffield
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth09/02/2009
Date of Death09/02/2009
Visitors1,031 since 18/02/2009
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when i found out i was avin my baby i was the happist woman around i loved it so much even tho i
didnt ave a good pregnency in and out of hospital but u carried on fighting til u cant anymore, i
was 17wks nearly wen i found out u couldnt carry on even tho 2days before i saw u and u was fine, is
weirod wot can happen in a day, even tho i wish u was still her its only been 9days since u was
taken but i still feel the emptyness and pain, until i write to u again goodnite and god bless you
my little angel love u love mum


Its so hard to say goodbye to you
its the hardest thing i have ever had to do
I long for you to stay here with me
The tears fall so heavy i can barely see

I wish you only knew
How i wish i could be with you
I dont know how to let you go
Everything inside me is screaming no

I wish id held your tiny body in my arms - did you know?
I wish id held your tiny hand in mine - begging you not to go
I wish God had not taken you away from me
But I do hope your with him so you are happy

Free from pain, machines and all that is not fair
I hope your safe warm happy and journeyed those stairs
I wish you could be here instead of there
Please dont forget me while you are there.

Im Sorry.
Love Mummy
xxxxxxxxxxx


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hiya jacob

love u loads thinkingh bout u xx

Kerrie Rodgers (Mummy) March 17, 2009

So very sorry for your loss.

Please get in touch if you need to chat.

Thinking of you.

Sleep tight lil one xxxxxxx

Suzanne Baby Chloes-Mummy X (GTS Friend) March 17, 2009

SOMEONE WHO CARES

As The Sun Came Up This Morning
I Watched You There Below
Your Hearts Seemed Oh So Heavy
But There’s Something You Should Know

I’m Not Gone So Don’t Worry
I’m Just A Step Ahead
And I’m With You Every Single Day
As You Rise Up From Your Bed

I Am The Sun That Warms You
I Am The Moon’s Soft Glow
I Am The Stars That Twinkle
And Light Your Path Below

So When At Times You Miss Me
Just Look For Me I’m There
For You Cannot Hide My Spirit
It Is With You Everywhere.

Kerrie Rodgers (Mummy) March 12, 2009

miss you jacob

hiya babes where do i start im a compete mess at min me and ur dad keep fighting all the time i just wont it all to stop he keeps saying hes going to leave sometimes part of me wonts him to go and some doesnt cause i love him too much losing u hurts i cant lose ur dad aswell, it mostly comes down to losing u why we r been like this with each other babes we miss u so much help us though this please love u mummy

Kerrie Rodgers (Mummy) March 8, 2009

mummys here

thinking bout u always, wot i wud give to ave u bk here xxxx

Kerrie Rodgers (Mummy) March 4, 2009

comfort in your sad lost

a beauiful angel shines a light, to comfort you today, holds you with such tenderness, and will never go away, stands by you, and wipes your tears, so many you have shed, tucks you up and kisses you, as you lie down to go to bed, lies with you so quietly, you know you are not alone, your angel never left you see,with you your angels home

Kerrie Rodgers (Mummy) February 28, 2009

hiya its mummy

i found out u was a boy 2day so jacob i hope ur looking after my ova angel and been good, im glad i found out wot ur a boy got ur funeral thursday and now i can say a proper goodbye to my son until we meet again just a shame i couldnt wiv my ova angel. its going to be hard for me thursday do i hope u both look out for mummy

Kerrie Rodgers (Mummy) February 24, 2009

EVERY TEAR YOU SHED
I SILENTLY WIPE AWAY
I WISH I COULD BE WITH YOU
BUT I WASN`T MEANT TO STAY

IF ONLY I COULD HOLD YOU
AND SHOW YOU I AM STILL HERE
IF ONLY I COULD EASE YOUR PAIN
AND ERASE ALL OF YOUR FEAR

I HATE TO SEE YOU CRYING
I HATE TO SEE YOU SAD
WHERE I AM IS A BETTER PLACE
IT`S REALLY NOT THAT BAD

I AM YOUR STRENGTH WHEN LIFE SEEMS FUTILE
YOUR ANGEL IN THE SKY
I DIDN`T WANT TO LEAVE YOU
I DIDN`T WANT TO MAKE YOU CRY

I AM WITH YOU EVERY SECOND
EVERY HOUR OF THE DAY
AND WHENEVER YOU NEED DIRECTION
I WILL GUIDE YOU ON YOUR WAY

YOU NEVER ONCE LET ME DOWN
AND YOU ALWAYS SAW ME THROUGH
YOU STILL HAVE SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE
AND TRULY I LOVE YOU

YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE
SO SURROUND YOURSELF WITH LOVE
AND TAKE COMFORT IN THE FACT
THAT I`M WATCHING FROM ABOVE

Rosemarie Aitken February 23, 2009

you are in our thoughts

I am not yet born,
but mummy loves me,
and everyday she kisses her tummy as she's proud u see

I am not yet born,and yet I still exist,
and if i don't make it there i know ill be missed,

I am not yet born,nd im afraid 2 be born,
god holds my hand and loves me he's sworn

I am not yet born im 2 weak 2 arrive,
but don't worry im happy my mother has survived

I am not yet born and im sorry it's goodbye.
im a little angel instead so mummy,daddy don't cry

sweet dreams angel xxxxx

Natalie Evans February 22, 2009

♥ MISS YOU EVERY DAY. ♥

No words I write can ever say ♥
how much I miss you everyday. ♥
As time goes by, the loneliness grows ♥,
How I miss you, nobody knows. ♥
I think of you in silence, ♥
I often speak your name.
But all I have are memories, ♥
And a photo in a frame.
No one sees me weep. ♥
But the love I have for you, ♥
Is in my heart, and mine to keep. ♥
I have never stopped loving you
and I know I never will.
Deep inside my heart, ♥
You are with me still.
Heartaches, this world are many, ♥
But mine is worse than any. ♥
My heart still aches, as I whisper low, ♥
"I need you... and miss you so. ♥"
The things we feel so deeply ♥
are often the hardest things to say. ♥
But I just can't keep quiet anymore, ♥
So I'll tell you any ways. ♥
There is a place within my heart ♥
that no one else can fill. ♥
I love you and I always will! ♥ ♥

Rosemarie Aitken February 21, 2009
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